29 July - 10 August 2022 (trecena Manik). Daily Heartbeat, Intuitive Community • <3 Documentations herein compiled by Intuitive groups across this community network. These efforts are assisted, narrated, & commentated by Max M. E. Morris and the wise, brave help friends of Intuitive Public Radio --- Intuitive.pub/radio Unsigned heartbeat entries are contributed by and co-created with group members whose identities and physical safety we protect by ensuring accessible collective-voice public media sharing spaces. If you have questions, reach out to t.me/maxmorris or t.me/johannabotanica for assistance. Previous heartbeat: intuitive.community/daily/heartbeat/20220716_Intuitive_Community_Daily_Heartbeat_Documentations_To_FTP.txt This document originally published at intuitive.community/daily/heartbeat/20220729_Intuitive_Community_Daily_Heartbeat_Documentations_To_FTP.txt. Reload this file today and days to come for newest entries. t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/33 . Hey 2 Star, yesterday was a great 1 Deer. I wonder what happens next today. t.me/IntuitiveSocialCalendar, 20220730-115605 Oops this is the part where we make a new document! Star trecena already in progress. Good pulse heartbeast. t.me/IntuitiveEditorial, 20220730-115654 New document created. Settling into this new and improving flow of time frames. Left hemisphere repairs ongoing. Amazing. t.me/IntuitiveProcess, 20220730-120036 Hello. Max here. I've been sinking deep into myself to rehabilitate my functions for telling you what's happening. I have some partial success. Much of our work is invisible until we succeed, ultimately, in the fullest-possible communicating. I'd like to tell you about Bianca. I hope you've been listening to our broadcasts where her mother Helena has shared their story. I'd like to share our developments in Intuitive Ministry, and how effectively we are able to support one another when we use Intuitive toolsets -- even when resolutions seem impossible. We tend to one another and mend what we can with caring. I'd like to tell you about our Hip Hop studies -- and the many Hip Hop focused public spaces that have been co-created by our survivors' groups working to make this good medicine accessible to as many living beings as may ever want to reach them. When we discovered the energy of this in ourselves through repeated death processes, we wondered if it could ever be stabilized in the world again. And then we found a lot more people stabilizing it. Our profound progress stuns us and nourishes us at the same time. Ouranos in Taurus. Suffused with unexpected electricity. But then look... feel... all these channels we've been building. We have strong conduits for channeling and flowing this energy. Our bodies are very very wise. We are grateful for this adventuring. Thank you community. M • t.me/MaxMoRadio, 20220730-120546 Clothes are torture devices. How can this be? They're made of poisons.-04321`\ ]['p;lokiujyhtgrfdexsza?≥ NBVC8765432q1 ` \kjgchxzXZ You struggle to kee p them on your body as you deteriorate; it alters your movements; and then you cannot buy clothes that do not hurt you, so you wear the ones that you do because we are ashamed of what our bodies look like without them. Do not let industry torture you. Make better clothes. Make spaces that let people be who they are, however that is. t.me/IntuitiveSupply, . The previou thing was pickle juice. We do not know what time it happened But it happened. t.me/IntuitiveKitchen, 20220731-115101 Okay. Here. We're here somewhere. A number of opportunities have emerged in rapid pace to ease pain points. We move quickly to secure them and then remember breathing. When thi hapens in the mist of especially challenging physical damage, is particular whe Okay. Somewhere around here, we are. t.me/IntuitiveUnknown, 20220731-155515 . 220731-142145 Descript-leveled For the next few minutes, I am going to narrate myself through what has been some challenging text typing that I have been working my way up to doing, and then had an altercation between the laptop and some pickle juice. which has seized my S key ...and inspired me to. Uh, innovate. Descript, I believe will transcribe this with some degree of accuracy and then I will have text and I will also have the recording of it. So if this is something that I practice. I can think in an organized syntax. Send text that will be audio and text. I'm having a terrible time typing as it is. Can I edit this script transcript from my mobile device? If my laptop keyboard. Affected, I don't know, by copy and paste, at least the keyboard isn't that bad, but I mean, this one little thing completely changes my experience of using it. So unless I can fix that, unless we have any way of addressing that, considering how I am not given resources to allow very much mobility. And so if I'm going to do these survival tasks, I have to do these survival tasks, these, these other survival tasks in proximity. And one of those survival tasks is eating under terrible circumstances that have been continuously life threatening. So I would love circumstantial support. That would mean there was never, again, any chance that pickle juice could spatter on the keyboard. But right now, I have not been able to think of a way. And I have thought of a lot of possible ways, which is not to say that you would not also think of a way if you can offer it up in the gentle list. I don't know what Descript will do with this, but perhaps it's time to practice it while we focus our resources on ensuring that the tech, the Ferrari sitting on this desk has the protective support that it needs. And the situation has the support that it needs so that things don't get destroyed. Yeah. I wonder if scripts could decipher that so that things don't just get destroyed. I think I might have said those words in a different order though. We have survival skills, let's practice them in better and better ways we feel cleverer and cleverer as we continue to discover what we're capable of since we built these super cool things. Can I do blog entries this way? Do I have enough presence of myself to decide to publish this recording? I dunno, I could practice for a while though. I could practice in private groups. That can be a thing that I do. And anyway, I don't need to remember by watching or listening again to something I just recorded. I mean, if I'm editing the transcript, I know exactly what it is. So how can I make it as easy as possible for me to edit that transcript? Well, let's find out what it is. There it is. Gratitude and blessings. 220731-142145 Descript-leveled.mp3 • t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/33, t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/34, t.me/DisabilityAid/540, 20220731-174110 . The world was already a text adventure in the eighties. And here we are again as if nothing had changed. What trip is this? Upways or downways? This ways or that ways? t.me/RealityWalking, 20220731-181713 . Your children are brought to this planet and they try to save you. They run around trying to highlight all the most important things for survival and thriving to contribute to their family. And they are misunderstood. They are rewritten. And all of us somehow still emerge from that moeras of violence and programming passed down to us through abuses toward our parents and our prior generations. And however it is that we find the means of trying again... there are points from which it seems inevitable, the life of the body. Continuing. And all of us playing our parts. Strengthening family and community bodies. t.me/IntuitiveGenerations/166, 20220731-184727 t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/33, t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/35 . When the name stealers came, they made our words mean different things They twisted them and tortured them and cut them at the knees We had to build our words back by protecting our spaces And reminding ourselves what our ancestors knew About knowledge and peoples and places. t.me/SpontaneousCosmology, 20220731-190004 . 20220801-083813 Intuitive_Editorial_Organizes_Increasingly recording-20220801-083813 Intuitive Editorial Organizes Increasingly Awesome Network Conversations You are listening to this Intuitive Public Radio Broadcast Editorial. I am your regular community cohost -- Max -- Megan Elizabeth Morris. (Is that what we're going with?) We are organizing robustly to produce short transcribed audio and video segments. You can participate if you so desire by reaching out to, I mean, gosh, let's think about it. Message me on Telegram messenger (t.me/maxmorris) or message Johanna Botanica (t.me/johannabotanica).... email me, max@intuitive.pub... or, join us in the public chat attached to Intuitive Editorial on Telegram messenger, which is a public channel. If I speak more clearly, there will be less editing required of me when I pick up the text from the transcribing function. Blessings to the transcribing function. It is extremely difficult to do what we are doing, and it is extremely impressive that we continue to do it. I am enjoying learning about how we achieve this... because to make any progress on it, we had to believe in the possibility of it. And it's bringing us blessings in buckets. Follow our heartbeat uploads by visiting Intuitive Heartbeat, another public channel set on Telegram messenger. Wow. Is it hard for me to record things. Like lifting weights. What a strange invisible complex process of lifting weights. Gratitude to all currently collaborating collaborating. Have the most exceptionally wondrous day. Thank you for tuning in. Looking forward to our ongoing and increasingly awesome network conversations. M • t.me/IntuitiveEditorial/5, 20220801-083813 t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/33, t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/36 . "In this era of operations, unique, essential, and as companionable as we can comport ourselves to be, we find ourselves learning a (chorus) number of astonishing new things. Or are they very... old things? The next aria will bear out, no doubt. Keep singing." t.me/IntuitiveOperaCompany, 20220802-170309 Kindness instructions. Where are the kindness instructions. t.me/IntuitiveSocialHorror, 20220802-183231 . "...Nothing will ever be more powerful than giving the other humans in our lives feedback on what does and doesn’t work for us." --Kasia Urbaniak, Unbound (p. 233) t.me/IntuitiveFlow, 20220803-084407 On a six day we're approaching the eight day and on the eight day we look at the previous document. See? Previous heartbeat: intuitive.community/daily/heartbeat/20220716_Intuitive_Community_Daily_Heartbeat_Documentations_To_FTP.txt What are we celebrating? Is it still too close? Jaguar trecena, blessings mamas. Yes, I do see the torture parts. They are still going on now. Sometimes, a thirteen-day timeframe or a twenty-day timeframe are too narrow. We are still being pushed through the portals of the previous thing. Where have we settled? Where can we flow? In August we're approaching September 30th, the autumn quarterly. What is the sense from July 1st through now, heading towards the final days of September 2022? What were we doing on the first of July? Were we being stabbed like this then too? Okay. Yes. That's okay. Our recent 13 July full moon in Capricorn helps us take note of these long lunations, five or six moon cycles that hop us from that sign to the same sign in the next phase. We are releasing what is not needed and allowing infrastructural successes to more fully manifest, centering ourselves in masteries (mistressies) that steady us forward, let us rest, take new breaths, and when the new moon's passed, build again. Only days ago, the new moon in Leo rang like a big deep bell for 8 August oncoming, portalway for lionesses most living and brave. There's another moon, January maybe, where we will glow back to now and marvel at the movement between. That new moon in Leo was the end of a cleansing phase, too, that stretched from 16 February to 28 July. What love, fire, and breath cleared away... and the strengthened, clarified powers that remain. I don't know how to conceptualize any of those either, but I am glad I can say them. I have been practicing. What about the trecena before the previous one? Can we find it? It doesn't have it's own same kind of document. It was Crocodile. I think it began here (and a number of other documents including)... intuitive.community/daily/heartbeat/20220702_Intuitive_Community_Daily_Heartbeat_Documentations_To_FTP.txt These help me, sometimes, too, to remember: 2012planetaryconsciousness.blogspot.com/p/order-and-themes-of-20-timewaves.html Crocodile trecena was important, too. Before it, Star. Before that, Eagle. Eagle is where we began to repair a very particular kind of collective neurology. We had been working on it for years leading up to that point. And then it started to be a lot more noticable outwardly. Socially. Eagle trecena and all the trecenas before it and all the trecenas after it have been blessings. I don't want to catalog just the torture parts. And yet, that information had better have someplace real to go if our communities do truly care to prevent these (preventable) tortures occurring in our communities. And so far, RPI or IPR, we're documenting them. We're waiting for you to say, You're right. This information should have someplace real to go, so that we will not allow this violence to continue. Let's work on that together now. And until we have that response, what good would it be to omit the torture parts? It's information you need. If you think it's not, you have worse problems than whether you can communicate with me. We keep our gratitudes close and pray. We know that we can't necessarily share them at all until the harms are recognized, or else we might be sharing our gratitudes with someone incapable of recognizing how they're harming us. And if we do that, we participate in our own genocidal programming; we bond with someone who wouldn't notice if they abused us. And then we have to start from scratch again, because once we are put in the fridge, it gets harder and weirder and more impossible to ever make friends. But who would want friends, especially if friendship requires genocidal programming that keeps us in a colonially-lucrative bottom line box? Friendlessness it is. It is in this context that we discover spirit, if we haven't already discovered it, and then relationships are not limited to only human bodies. Relationships aren't even limited to individual bodiednesses -- we are continually engaging relationally with many kinds of bodies, many groups of bodies, many ideas of bodies, and many corporeal or non-corporeal bodies, all the time and all through our whole lives. What are bodies? We never finished answering that basic question. We moved onto all these other questions, and we still aren't totally sure what a body is to begin with. What is the body of this trecena, or the previous one? What is the body of a fulling Capricorn lunation (a new moon and a full moon with six months between) or of a year on the Gregorian calendar? What is the body of a network practice we're reminded of and sit with from many different isolated locations, knowing one another is there, but no words or gestures exchangeable across the interstitial void? Still, we have a body. We are a body. If we're talking about what we've been experiencing, I'd like to be honest. And most of the time, I'm not really supposed to be honest. But that's all I'm willing to be. So I'm working on broadening my public vocabulary. M • t.me/IntuitiveCopy, 20220803-134835 . Seven Skywalker. Eight Jaguar. t.me/StarClock, 20220805-134638 We are changing groups. How are we changing groups? We're working it out. It has been challenging times. As before, anyone who would like to can reach out to me (t.me/maxmorris, or comment at t.me/IntuitiveHelpers if I'm not able to respond) to coordinate a public broadcast. If you are able to communicate with me in a way that supports the physical safety of my body and the work I'm committed to, I'll help you achieve something that matters most to you. If we are not able to communicate, or if my physical safety cannot be fully incorporated into our plan together, I am not able to help. If we lose our communications in the middle of our work together, I may suddenly not be able to help... until we completely restore communications. I may lose my memory of our work together if communications are left too long unrepaired. Those are the conditions I and others in the network are navigating. What this means is that quite a large number of our collaborators cannot collaborate with me or the network toolsets directly, and are cut off again from the processes I was doing my best to help them use amidst my own compounded neurological and other physical injuries. We cannot really help one another without being able to communicate; communications loss means disaster after disaster based on misunderstandings with no repair possible until we have greater community support. But we knew that when we built the tech. Because we built the parts we could, that tech has continued to save my life and others' lives each day. The communications consistency we've achieved was impossible and unfathomable previously. Today, we know it's working. What we must do every moment is strengthen communications capacities. Those who discover they want to assist can help us to improve network communications resilience considerably -- by contributing funds or resourcing to strengthen our disability recovery aid toolsets, and by spending time talking with us. With caring helpers, funders, and intention-holders, our infrastructure can close the painful, unnecessary gaps between collaborators who have worked hard to bring their gifts to the world... and have been stopped now just short of the doorway. You need to know what they will share with you. The people who have been made most invisible to you are the people your community needs now to meet the unique challenges of this time. It's hard to say out loud, but we want to be honest. We've seen what's out there. Invisibles are having to confront the real world in ways others have never imagined. We don't like your chances of surviving the apocalypse without knowing, hearing, and learning from them. If you'd like to try your fortunes elsewhere, go with our blessings. We pray you will find the experiences most right for you and nourishing outcomes, however you choose. If you are recognizing something powerful here that calls to you, join us in this. We have found no acceptable substitute. We're glad to have you. To support our infrastructure, direct funds to paypal.me/IntuitiveInvisibles and to our other projects listed at Intuitive.community/support. Thank you for building with us. M • t.me/IntuitiveHelpers, 20220805-182745 Radio Publica Intuitiva (RPI, Intuitive Public Radio, or IPR) is a deep network recovery art project designed and coordinated by Megan Elizabeth Morris (Max) in conjunction with Intuitive Invisibles' mentorship cohorts. These network spaces provide specific forms of disability recovery assistance through fictional (factual) world-building, transformational learning practice, and living systems analysis. Participants strengthen their use of toolsets for class co-facilitation and collaborative manifestation in small private groups, primarily hosted on Telegram messenger. Entrance to these groups requires gradual concierge orientation and can be requested by messaging Max directly (t.me/maxmorris) or emailing her at max@intuitive.pub. The public broadcast spaces of Radio Publica Intuitiva support participating community members in building powerful public voices and professional platforms informed by their experiences of recovery from severely compounded illness and injury conditions. If you'd like to follow the broadcasts we have compiled together over the years and new broadcasts as they air, primary materials are posted at t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva and t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio. Audio archives can be found at anchor.fm/Intuitive and video at bitchute.com/IntuitivePublicTV. If you'd like to work on a broadcast with us, reach out to Max. This network was originally built for rescue aid and centered rescue aid exclusively for a long time. Our rescue aid infrastructure still exists, but we have recently taken more space from these toolsets in order to create a more deeply-rooted, more stabilized structure of supports for those in need (including our selves). When we return to daily use of our rescue aid toolsets, our processes will function more smoothly and powerfully than before — when already, they were unmatched by any other available resource. Meanwhile, we are expanding our classes and toolsets to best support individual, family, and community network recovery strategies led by survivors of severe disablement who even now are expressing the world into being, tuning somatic etymologies. (This is our life-saving creative writing. You're invited.) The people this network was built to serve are still unresourced, still being killed unnecessarily, still experiencing ongoing physical torture, still being sex trafficked, still being excluded from common social supports, and still being mischaracterized or misdirected by every professional organization we could reach to inquire. To ensure the dignity and integrity of your own communities, you require a true and honorable response to these voices — fictional or factual — and just reading these words, you're already hoping to see some indication of it. Even if you don't think it's possible... you're hoping. You know that without a response, they may number far more than you've guessed, and some of them will turn out to be your loved ones. You want to be living in a world where they would be answered. How do we choose together to answer them? That's why we're broadcasting. Thank you for listening. t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1591, t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1592, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10789, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10790 t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva, 20220805-190724 We're going to experience a microphones reset transition together in this space starting at an unknown time on or after 14 August 2022. All microphones are likely to be turned off at that time while we work up our continued program schedule. To plan next broadcasts, be in contact with t.me/maxmorris or t.me/johannabotanica and comment to join us in the chat at t.me/IntuitiveMedia. If you're not sure yet how to get started, we will notice helpful toolsets and teach you how to use them. For more continuous broadcast microphone access opportunities, comment at t.me/IntuitiveSignal. While we're reorganizing our near future public medias, our attached public discussion group chat is open. Please share what you are dreaming. What are you hoping for? What are you determined to manifest? Who are you becoming? Thank you for being with us here, and thank you for being. t.me/IntuitiveMedia, 20220805-194625 . Radio Publica Intuitiva (RPI, Intuitive Public Radio, o IPR) es un proyecto de arte de recuperación de red profunda diseñado y coordinado por Megan Elizabeth Morris (Max) en conjunto con las cohortes de mentores de Intuitive Invisibles. Estos espacios de red brindan formas específicas de asistencia para la recuperación de la discapacidad a través de la construcción de mundos ficticios (fácticos), la práctica de aprendizaje transformacional y el análisis de sistemas vivos. Los participantes fortalecen su uso de conjuntos de herramientas para la cofacilitación de clases y la manifestación colaborativa en pequeños grupos privados, alojados principalmente en Telegram messenger. La entrada a estos grupos requiere una orientación de conserjería gradual y se puede solicitar enviando un mensaje a Max directamente (t.me/maxmorris) o enviándole un correo electrónico a max@intuitive.pub. Los espacios de transmisión pública de Radio Pública Intuitiva apoyan a los miembros de la comunidad participantes en la construcción de poderosas voces públicas y plataformas profesionales informadas por sus experiencias de recuperación de enfermedades y lesiones graves. Si desea seguir las transmisiones que hemos recopilado a lo largo de los años y las nuevas transmisiones a medida que se transmiten, los materiales principales se publican en t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva y t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio. Los archivos de audio se pueden encontrar en anchor.fm/Intuitive y el video en bitchute.com/IntuitivePublicTV. Si desea trabajar en una transmisión con nosotros, comuníquese con Max. Esta red se construyó originalmente para ayuda de rescate y ayuda de rescate centrada exclusivamente durante mucho tiempo. Nuestra infraestructura de ayuda de rescate todavía existe, pero recientemente le hemos quitado más espacio a estos conjuntos de herramientas para crear una estructura de apoyo más arraigada y más estabilizada para los necesitados (incluidos nosotros mismos). Cuando volvamos al uso diario de nuestros conjuntos de herramientas de ayuda de rescate, nuestros procesos funcionarán de manera más fluida y poderosa que antes, cuando ya no tenían comparación con ningún otro recurso disponible. Mientras tanto, estamos ampliando nuestras clases y conjuntos de herramientas para brindar un mejor apoyo a las estrategias de recuperación de redes individuales, familiares y comunitarias dirigidas por sobrevivientes de discapacidades graves que, incluso ahora, expresan la existencia del mundo, sintonizando etimologías somáticas. (Esta es nuestra escritura creativa que salva vidas. Estás invitado). Las personas para las que se creó esta red todavía no tienen recursos, siguen siendo asesinadas innecesariamente, siguen experimentando torturas físicas continuas, siguen siendo traficadas con fines sexuales, todavía están excluidas de los apoyos sociales comunes y siguen siendo mal caracterizadas o mal dirigidas por cada organización profesional a la que pudimos llegar. preguntar. Para garantizar la dignidad y la integridad de sus propias comunidades, necesita una respuesta verdadera y honorable a estas voces, ficticias o fácticas, y con solo leer estas palabras, ya espera ver algún indicio de ello. Incluso si no crees que sea posible... estás esperando. Usted sabe que, sin una respuesta, pueden ser muchos más de lo que imaginaba, y algunos de ellos resultarán ser sus seres queridos. Quieres estar viviendo en un mundo donde serían respondidas. ¿Cómo elegimos juntos responderlas? Por eso estamos transmitiendo. Gracias por escuchar. t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1591, t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1592, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10789, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10790 t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva, 20220806-080724 Intuitive Editorial is reorganizing and updating our network broadcast collaboration infrastructure. Read on for important details. We're going to experience an admins / microphones reset transition together in our spaces across all of Radio Pública Intuitiva (RPI, IPR, Eso, and integral survivor-led spaces) starting at an unknown time on or after 14 August 2022. All microphones in public broadcast channels and public discussion group chats are likely to be turned off at that time while we work up our continued program schedule. Not long after that, most of our public chat microphones will start coming on again. Some public chats will remain silent until we've finished setting up our next steps for that space and its associated public and private group activities. Broadcast channel microphones will remain silent until new plans are finished and next steps coordinated. If your microphone is not turned off at the same time as others, you may already be part of a conversation currently needed to support this infrastructural transition. (Please check in with Max.) If you notice others' microphones activated while yours is off, reach out to us for assistance; we are probably in a planning stage or have not yet completed a necessary task. In the intervening time, practice sitting with and honoring the expressions of others. Feel into this as a kind of short retreat time, to strengthen your interactions in that space moving into the future. Plan how you would like to share next in that space. Dream something beautiful to bring to the group once the space is ready. You may like to unfold new expressions in another channel set or private group to warm up your broadcast neurology until a particular space is ready. Then check back with the space you are waiting for, and once we're ready to go, rejoin the conversation. For more continuous broadcast microphone access opportunities and less-frequent editorial interludes, join t.me/IntuitiveSignal and explore what network colleagues are signaling. Microphone access at any location in the network may fluctuate unexpectedly at any time as we flow with the usual epically rewarding challenges. Check in with Max to ask questions and assist. We are moving quite slowly to best preserve the work Intuitive groups have been doing. Especially considering the endurance athleticism, high-touch cognitive analysis, and deep wilderness prep required for success in this work, sometimes it takes us more time than expected to finish a task or respond to a message. Seek helpful insights or conversational support by leaving a respectful comment at t.me/HelpRequests, which will also help us respond to your request more easily. To plan next broadcasts, be in contact with t.me/maxmorris or t.me/johannabotanica and comment to join us in the chat at t.me/IntuitiveMedia. If you're not sure yet how to get started, we will notice helpful toolsets and teach you how to use them. Thank you for your patience, kindness, and encouragement as we manuever. Today, our chat in this space is open. Please share what you are dreaming. What are you hoping for? What are you determined to manifest? Who are you becoming? Thank you for being with us here, thank you for your support for this work, and thank you for being. t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1593, t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1594, t.me/IntuitiveEditorial/8 t.me/IntuitiveEditorial, 20220806-082139 If I demand that you prove something about yourself while you are being tortured, will you be able to meet my demand? Will you even be able to respond? Most people can't say that they're being tortured. Many don't even recognize they're being tortured. The ones that do are overwhelmingly prevented from communicating about it. If we are tricked into making unmeetable demands of one another in the midst of continuing torture, we enter a loop that may never complete. And the traffickers outside that loop? They're celebrating. M • t.me/IntuitiveTraffic, 20220806-095545 The traffickers are in bed with us all the time. You think your relationship with your lover is private? Your relationship with your oldest friend, your mother, your child, your doctor, your therapist, your banker, your lawyer, your grocer...? Colonial imperalist infrastructure wriggles its way into our most intimate processes and sensitive places. If we are using colonial imperialist infrastructure to conduct relational interactions, even in what we think are private communications... that infrastructure is in direct, immediate relationship with us as part of any other relationship we have. When you perceive that you must protect your body from harm, be wary of the ways hidden infrastructure will point you at the people around you, suggesting that interpersonal harms are the only ones that could be occurring. Harms that come through infrastructure scapegoat individuals until everyone's at one another's throats, increasingly disabled, or dead. This happens even when all individuals are doing their honorable best to survive the onslaughts of colonial imperalist infrastructure. Stay away from traffick enclosures. Draw strong boundaries between your relationships and infrastructural human trafficking influences. Safeguard and strengthen your true, living relationships. M • t.me/IntuitiveFlow, 20220806-101503 When you were abandoned by your professional communities, your hardship or emergency was unfathomable to them. They simply looked away while the resourcing you'd built fell apart. No one would collaborate with you. You couldn't keep up with them, or you weren't good enough for them. You thought you had made friends; challenges mounted; and you found yourself without friends. Without work, without contacts, without options. But you are smart and caring. You know how to collaborate with others. If everyone you knew is in a strange, apathetic hypnosis... there are others who have fallen out of the mainstream world, too. There are others who recognize the ways we've all been lied to. They communicate differently than you're used to. But everyone who communicated the way you were used to... is hypnotized. And hates you. So you look, and you learn things. Your language skills improve. You realize that you're surrounded... ...by problems you can easily solve. GSS • t.me/IntuitiveSocialProfessional, 20220806-124855 Be who you really are every moment for the rest of your life. M • t.me/IntuitiveActual, 20220806-161943 Almost anyone could have done it, and it was a grief that none could truly be prepared It required such commitment to extremity and willingness to fly outside one's boundaries that at first only those accustomed to violent change and self-destructive control tactics were able to complete the tasks to activate power structure access And the ones who seized power were brutal But then you got braver ZS • t.me/esoexp/351, 20220807-122106 Re: the stress fix... It may feel safer to engage your stress response in a predictable pattern; a roller coaster; an arcade game; a secret factory floor rave; a military movie; a bracing sport; a bungee jump. Be aware that the patterns you trust to relieve the stress of encountering stressors can be directed by knowledgeable others. They bet on your patterns; if you match their predictions, your energy feeds them lucratively. Does your body know best how to meet your challenges? Or do they? Should you have charge of your own energy? Are you their robot flunky? ZS • t.me/IntuitiveDeep, 20220806-190933 . What is it that needs to be thrown to the ground? What needs to be destroyed? Everything we try not to destroy around us, bursting its seams. Crack it into shatters. How many ways has the body been broken, and we diligently pretending no damage, no error. How many ways has the body been expected to break to avoid any other breakage? ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-060555 If I'm going to buckle today, what do I buckle upon whom? Whose buckle buckles best? Shall I self-buckle and shore myself up? Shall I safeguard someone else by buckling them, too? Whence buckles bravest for buckling? Who'd buckle braveliest in any case? ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-061678 The feelings we get, they are either real or not. The substance of feelings can skew perceptions about where physical reality is caught. Slow all other process. Even pause, if need be. In the maw of the mouther, we are safe as baby bees. Oh, wholly. Oh, wholly. I am listening. I am faithful, fearless, and free. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-062111 There is a sudden powerlessness that points to where power really is. Will you fail or succeed? If you wonder what failing might be like, here is the feeling. The stakes smelt of vomit, the platform of excrement. What detoxification processes these? Where the failure is... where the power is? Hork up your lungs, little love. Hork up your guts. Spill it all out for the grief and the blots on the spirit that fueled it; oh material, do (for material can) and the outcome will land. From the sea, we brigands, from the ancient void, swift as signals, as was planned before the world began. I feel afraid. I feel the birth process processing. Where is power when power is missing? Power present, infinite, immanent. Power luminous, billowing, resonant. It's in the seed, the core, the kernel. It's in the want and wasting. It's in the throes of the body dying. But it isn't one death substituted for another. It's us. It's ours. We are generators humming. Our deaths move us through the darkness ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-062333 Body of the deer, please sing me. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-064222 What lioness travels through? The spotted mama warrior do. Her stripes, her mane of gold Her lightbeam dappled maps of old Her ancient gleam Her twinkling eye Abide. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-065000 What if it's not solvable? The faint influence says What if it's not glorious Or possible? It intonates. The buzz of its voice is the sultry of succor; her delicate amble, her easy recline. Listen, she coaxes. You learn in time. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-065333 No matter what says to me I am wrong I am not enough I am not real I am not wise I am not brave I am not strong I am not loved Proves the opposite. How? How possible? Matter obviates it. Faith, grace, Material remoors it. Whatever body was held, Or had, or killed; Whatever bodies renewed it The self traveled through it. This eschews it, excludes it, imbues it With power for the roots of it How do you grow out From your self When you choose it? There is no shit deep enough to undo it. We all eat death While death eats us We always knew it. We thrive because of it. The energy precipice Teaches each. Life lives On death's remnants And death stays close nearby To remind. Rest, sleep. Wake, resonate. You are replete. Divine. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-070999 What is power? In your self, there is an innermost gateway. It is as if you travel inside your body to the place where your cosmic umbilicus is moored... you grace its door. You breathe the crisp, clean air of its seashore. Here is a place where lives your life, your death, and all possible permutations of means, methods, or manifestations; here is a place where inherently you are transmuted; there is no existence but this; there is no truth; no material; no notness; only unness. You do not know what want is. Sheer connectivity, profoundly grounded. Is power where life is? Is power where death is? For power lives between them, in the tension, in the cusp of relaxing, in the threshold and in what dances over the transom. When you thought you knew What powered you What did you do? When you mistook The holy book, What wind corrected And blessed you with Awareness of death That eluded the rest? Each point of power is a sacred test. Each doorway mother-kissed Each challenge fortuitous. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-072222 What is it to be in relationship with others? Or with one self? Is relationality brutality? Is there any respite from Extremity Intensity How do live our bodies through such times? Can any rhyme be so sublime so as to self select a solution that isn't somehow also a crime? Be still. Sense kind. The mind finds the body divines. ZS • t.me/+vwEO2v91dvI3MDQx, 20220807-073777 Mama crow came to me this morning and put a shadow in my heart; said: this is what you are choosing, daughter. How do you learn to choose? M & ZS • t.me/DarkMatterMemo, 20220807-091730 If you cannot protect others' investments, do not allow them to invest. What do you do if that means you are dead? Maybe it means you are dead. t.me/Ideaschema, 20220807-092436 I'm going to crush your body to peaces. Get up and walk. t.me/IntuitiveDeep, 20220807-092757 It is not surprising that they worship this. Someone would be worshipping it for it to exist, we think. And someone might be someone, or another one. In any case, it's here with us. Hello. How intriguing to make the acquaintance of such a keen, insightful being. Here is the cusp. At the crux of the damage what is released? What power is consolidated? At the heart of this death is the only part left that remembers what remembering fled. Damage the body and eat its essence; Strive faithfully through fire Become the self Transmute hell Into gardens grown tall, broad, and thriving Do you kill the life to preserve it? Are you changed in heart or mind? As you suck that power up Do you honor it? Regret it? Flee the fierceness of it? Are you the queen who wears the crown? Or hast thou fallen down down down t.me/DarkMatterMemo, 20220807-093341 Hello, 10 day. Yesterday was 9 day. Today, we wake. What plans to make t.me/IntuitiveEmergent, 20220807-123010 I should breathe the poison. I will breathe the poison if they come. I will breathe the poison. I will breathe it right into my body. My body will learn how to process it. My body knows things. I will breathe the poison right in. I will breathe it in and I don't know what will happen. Because what other option is there than to breathe it in? Breathe it in. Breathe the poison in. Breathe it in. We are all here together anyway. Whatever happens, it will happen to us together. Sort of. Maybe. M • t.me/AirQualityOwl, 20220807-125027 Hello friends. Don't die just yet. Yes. So where does that put us? Whatever you do, don't tell anyone about the ___________. No hypnosis. Ever. Nothing about violence or extremity. Don't say anything about sex trafficking. Don't talk about targeting or entrainment technology. They'll know you that way. Instead, be wiley... How to be wiley, you say? Wiley bees you. You don't bee it. Wiley wiles all around you. Thank you, Wiley. Keep walking. t.me/RealityWalking, 20220807-142949 Hey, owls. Listen. t.me/OwlVultureWarrior, 20220807-183814 . Social celebrity, pop culture, power & influence: How deeply are our popular enter-tainments connected to hidden social control structures embedded across networks of professional expertise? When we track them together, we notice the tendency for various forms of en-tertainment celebrations to be interrelated with known, active human trafficking pathways. This is going on all around us by means we had not previously guessed. When we start to notice it, how do we navigate it? It is possible to practice collective awareness of honorable social celebrity. "Honorable social celebrity" -- what does this mean? Honorable social celebrations uplift and strengthen the social fabric of our community in life-affirming ways. (Instead, we have too often been met with financially-incentivized hyper-focus on influential individuals funded and scripted by dishonorable corporations. "Popular culture.") When we recognize and remember how it feels to be part of honorable, life-affirming social fabric celebrations -- our honorable, life-affirming social celebrity -- we help to flow stabilizing nourishment through our communities in an especially wonderful way. Social celebrity, pop culture, power flow; we don't so much want to act these out on one another. These are revitalizing community-building activities we can practice together. M • t.me/IntuitiveSocialPop, 20220808-130713 "If you know for sure we are in the wrong, that would be because you are listening closely to another survivor of invisible severity, is this correct? This is a kindness, and thank you for bringing it up. Please, then, use those same skills with us — listen closely to us, dialogue together, and we will come to understand one another better. We're glad to know we can work this out in a collectively beneficial way." t.me/IntuitiveNarrative/10, 20220808-141506 intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/blessings-friend "Extruding Pussily" Lions' Gate Poetry by Megan Elizabeth Morris (Part 1) People publish books so they can be heard and understood in the time it takes them to communicate something important, in their own voice, without being interrupted, and in order to support the greater common good. So what then to do in a society full of (or extruding pussily) invisible, intentional, malicious, embedded destructions of left hemisphere functions such as writing and working with text...? audio: 20220808-140000-143319, 220808-134221 Extruding Pussily - Lions' Gate Poetry - Part 1 (Snippet) - H1 aux playing in the background: King Size Kruder & Dorfmeister open.spotify.com/track/4Xr9UKLq3YGnExa50oLfAw?si=71334cdc36ea4b95, The Rhyme Goes On Poets of Thought open.spotify.com/track/6P5Mhl2WB7HVXQ6Yil3coB?si=000e0d1bd2094b43 M • t.me/IntuitiveCopy/728, 20220808-143142 t.me/IntuitiveEditorial/10, t.me/SpaceCatStation/578, t.me/IntuitiveUnknown/1884, t.me/HipHopExopolitic/25, t.me/DarkMatterMemo/1396, t.me/IntuitiveSystems/152, t.me/IntuitiveMedia/293, t.me/Ideaschema/2422 Here is the great burning phoenix, the angel of death. #MissionMettā | Medicinal Storytime | Clarissa Pinkola Estés | IPR soundcloud.com/musician313/missionmett-medicinal M • t.me/IntuitiveSocialMemory, 20220808-162939 Clif: "The UN has said that they're at war with conspiracy theories." t.me/IntuitiveSpace/404, t.me/IntuitiveSpace/405 If you are making war on conspiracy theories, how do you ensure your structures of influence are free of harmful conspiracies? t.me/IntuitiveUnknown, 20220808-172947 . Disability Recovery Aid Are all your community members accounted for? Ensure individuals' access to disability recovery aid toolsets. Ensure human traffickers cannot co-opt community resources. Celebrate blessings. I coordinate and volunteer in an international network of severely affected sex trafficking survivors who have had the honorable people and honorable structures disappear from their universe, seemingly never to be seen again. And yet, we know they are there and want to respond to us -- as soon as we learn to communicate resonantly with one another. I and my co-founding community members are severely disabled because of sex trafficking violence and human trafficking pathways that were hidden in our environments. We built our network as a shared disability recovery aid that proves itself every day, because we aren't supposed to be alive. No one expects us to be alive; no one expects us to be able to recover from what has happened to us. As a result, we are left for dead and for human trafficking organizations. There's no need for us to remain disabled, however. We are communicating increasingly about the trafficking pathways in our environments that are disabling us — and how they can be removed without risk of further violence. This saves a lot of people's lives as soon as each community becomes intently interested. intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/disability-recovery-aid t.me/DisabilityAid/545, 20220810-100257 . Ayuda para la recuperación de la discapacidad ¿Están representados todos los miembros de su comunidad? Garantizar el acceso de las personas a los conjuntos de herramientas de ayuda para la recuperación de la discapacidad. Garantizar que los traficantes de personas no puedan cooptar los recursos de la comunidad. Celebra las bendiciones. Coordino y me ofrezco como voluntaria en una red internacional de sobrevivientes de tráfico sexual gravemente afectados a quienes personas honorables y estructuras honorables han desaparecido de su universo, aparentemente para no ser vistos nunca más. Y, sin embargo, sabemos que están allí y quieren respondernos, tan pronto como aprendamos a comunicarnos resonantemente entre nosotros. Los miembros de mi comunidad cofundadores y yo estamos gravemente discapacitados debido a la violencia del tráfico sexual y las vías de tráfico de personas que estaban ocultas en nuestros entornos. Construimos nuestra red como una ayuda compartida para la recuperación de la discapacidad que se demuestra todos los días, porque se supone que no debemos estar vivos. Nadie espera que estemos vivos; nadie espera que podamos recuperarnos de lo que nos ha pasado. Como resultado, nos dan por muertos y por organizaciones de trata de personas. Sin embargo, no es necesario que permanezcamos inhabilitados. Estamos informando cada vez más sobre las vías de tráfico en nuestros entornos que nos están incapacitando, y cómo se pueden eliminar sin riesgo de más violencia. Esto salva la vida de muchas personas tan pronto como cada comunidad se interesa intensamente. intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/disability-recovery-aid t.me/DisabilityAid/545, 20220810-100257 . Responsibility, Relief, Relaxation, & the Radio Rig • Generative evolutions, multidimensional meaning-making, friendship between lifeforms, & deep-growth Intuitive process Collaborative visual art & presence manifestations by Megan Elizabeth Morris with the gracious assistance of Midjourney AI • 26 July 2022 • Facilitate flow & continued public expressions: paypal.me/IntuitiveInvisibles (gratitudes) To search for high quality exports of this image and to request a print purchase, save this post, keep this ID handy & ask the artist for assistance: da634c3e-f77b-4b87-a556-fb962097e4ba • t.me/IntuitiveGallery/176, t.me/MaxMoRadio/5301, t.me/IntuitiveEditorial/12, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10796, t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1601 t.me/IntuitiveAI/645, 20220810-111224 . Una plataforma de radio relajada y responsable Alivio, relajación y capacidad de respuesta de la radio comunitaria Estamos asumiendo la responsabilidad de la destrucción de nuestro medio ambiente causada por las organizaciones de trata de personas, que dañan a las personas de una manera que ninguna organización profesional sabe cómo reparar. Escuchamos atentamente a las personas que las organizaciones profesionales existentes ven como una causa perdida o imposible de ayudar. Debido a que las redes profesionales no saben cómo ayudarlos, las personas dañadas se integran en los entornos de una manera que acelera la cooptación de esos entornos por parte de los traficantes mediante la combinación de pura confusión, sufrimiento y desesperación. Debido a nuestras colaboraciones directas con las familias e individuos más severamente afectados, debemos tener un enfoque diferente al que otros han encontrado. Porque los estamos escuchando atentamente, nos están diciendo lo que es necesario. No son causas perdidas. Ellos tienen muy claro lo que está pasando. Sí sabemos cómo reparar lo que les han hecho las organizaciones de traficantes. No nos pagan por este trabajo. Los sobrevivientes del tráfico sexual generalmente están discapacitados de una manera que los separa del acceso económico o la participación. Pero se nos pagará cada vez más por este trabajo, porque cada vez más personas comienzan a reconocer que no saben las respuestas a por qué sus comunidades se están desintegrando. Ellos mismos se están enfrentando a esta violencia, descubriendo que no tienen un lenguaje para ello. Cuantas más personas no tengan adónde ir en busca de ayuda, más personas nos encontrarán. Su seguridad está respaldada por la conexión con una red en la que cualquier tema puede abordarse con amabilidad y respeto, donde el diálogo inclusivo siempre puede ampliarse y nuestras intenciones están puestas en tomar medidas para encontrar soluciones juntos. Quienes reconocen los beneficios para su supervivencia diaria optan por colaborar en el fortalecimiento y construcción de nuestra infraestructura. Más personas se vuelven gravemente discapacitadas y son víctimas de las operaciones de trata de personas todos los días. Así que es cuestión de tiempo. Levantar los pies, verter una bebida fermentada espumosa... y cantar canciones de fogata mientras esperamos? :-) intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/a-relaxed-responsible-radio-rig t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1602, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10797, 20220810-115702 . A Relaxed, Responsible Radio Rig Relief, Relaxation, and Community Radio Responsiveness We are taking responsibility for the destruction to our environments caused by human trafficking organizations, who harm people in a way that no professional organization understands how to repair. We listen closely to people who are seen as a lost cause or unhelpable by existing professional organizations. Because professional networks do not know how to help them, harmed people become embedded in environments in a way that speeds traffickers' co-optation of those environments through the compounding of sheer confusion, suffering, and despair. Because of our direct collaborations with those most severely affected families and individuals, we must have a different approach than others have found. Because we are listening closely to them, they are telling us what is necessary. They are not lost causes. They are quite clear on what’s happening. We do know how to repair what trafficking organizations have done to them. We are not paid for this work. Sex trafficking survivors are usually disabled in a way that separates them from economic access or participation. But we will be increasingly paid for this work, because more and more people are beginning to recognize that they don't know the answers to why their communities are disintegrating. They are encountering this violence themselves -- discovering they don't have a language for it. The more people who have no where else to go for help, the more people find us. Their safety is supported by connecting with a network where any subject can be gently, respectfully broached, where inclusive dialogue can always be expanded, and our intentions are set toward taking action toward solutions together. Those who recognize the benefits to their daily survival choose to collaborate in strengthening and building out our infrastructure. More people are becoming severely disabled and victimized by human trafficking operations every day. So it's a matter of time. Put up our feet, pour a sparkly fermented drink… and sing campfire songs while we wait? :-) intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/a-relaxed-responsible-radio-rig t.me/RadioPublicaIntuitiva/1602, t.me/IntuitivePublicRadio/10797, 20220810-115702 . The Communications Bridge Honorable Professionals Strengthen Survivors' Neurology Before severe traumatic brain injury, I knew a lot about interpersonal communications and infrastructural community resourcing skillsets. I practiced continuously. I studied varying forms of somatic psychology, physical mind-body rehabilitations, agility in the midst of intentional or situational hypnosis, dream-state neuroplasticity and neurological repair through creative expression modalities, vocational recovery through public media and publishing toolsets, and networked (living) interstitial resourcing. I practiced professionally, mostly privately, as a dominatrix and power exchange training partner on and off for about the span of a decade. In that work, I specialized in areas of hypnosis and relational influence. But once I encountered local sex trafficking pathways in my personal and professional communities, my approach to this work had to change considerably. When I experienced severe neurological injuries and was trafficked, my interpersonal communications neurology was wiped out. My natural modes of being socially, being interconnected through individual relationships, were replaced with patterns that benefited others. Interestingly, this violence didn't so much wipe out my broader infrastructural community resourcing neurology. Badly damaged, but more swiftly accessible than my brain functions for interacting one-on-one with other people. As a result, and over these last 7 years of hard-won physical recovery while rebuilding my interpersonal communications skillsets, I have relied heavily on what remained of my infrastructural community resourcing neurology. Survivors of violence currently cannot reenter communities that don't know how to communicate with them. For this reason, we prioritize efforts that restore communications functions and resilience for survivors who have been abandoned by or are unknown to everyone else. What we must teach others on a daily basis in order to do this work resonates powerfully with the needs of communities affected by ambient and directed hypnosis techniques. Because of the techniques and methods employed not only by human trafficking organizations but also by colonial imperialist interests, it is especially important that we all be well educated in power dynamics and consciousness influencing. In all this time, we've almost never encountered professionals capable of collaborating at our level. We have, however, discovered a profound and amazing few. If you are a professional whose work has resonated in this way, we are converging on a miracle together. The work you do is rare. We are holding our ground at the midst of active human trafficking networks. And we're glad you are there, even if we haven't yet had the opportunity to get to know you well. As we continue to build out this work, we would like to more deeply inform our processes with yours. You are invited into our conversations, into our public and private conversational spaces, and into our broadcasts. We are often thinking of you. We are excited about what may unfold, going forward. Women, men, children, elders, friends, family, loved ones, strangers, others. All ages and genders are affected by these intersections, all with diverse powerful lived experience, all with crucial professional expertise to strengthen the world's professionals who we know have been misled and mistreated. These communications are the bridge that opens the world to them again, and to every one. Discerning, honorable professionals strengthen survivors' communities and help others do the same. Thank you for spending your time and energy here with us. intuitivepublicradio.substack.com/p/the-communications-bridge The Communications Bridge • Collaborative visual art & presence manifestations by Megan Elizabeth Morris with the gracious assistance of Midjourney AI • 26 July 2022 • Facilitate flow & continued public expressions: paypal.me/IntuitiveInvisibles (gratitudes) • To search for high quality exports of this image and to request a print purchase, save this post, keep this ID handy & ask the artist for assistance 9b7291b7-92f0-487d-bb1c-5dadc12474e2 • t.me/IntuitiveGallery/177 t.me/IntuitiveFlow/2472, 20220810-123258 . Next heartbeat: intuitive.community/daily/heartbeat/20220811_Intuitive_Community_Daily_Heartbeat_Documentations_To_FTP.txt More heartbeats: t.me/IntuitiveHeartbeat/3 .